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Saturday, March 30, 2019

陶晶莹 Matilda Tao - 我不祝福 I’m Not Wishing You Happiness


几个字写写停停
Writing and stopping repeatedly just writing these few words
为了保持礼貌的语气
All for the sake of sounding polite

几句话断断续续
A short conversation with irregular pauses
确定我们已经不熟悉
I’m sure we are now strangers

偶尔我就恍了神忘了现在的关系
Occasionally I forget that kind of relationship we now have
过去是过去我的存在不再依赖你
But what’s over is over, I no longer rely on you from now on
最多几个深呼吸最长几秒钟迟疑
I’ll take a few more deep breathes, or a few more seconds of hesitance
我就会放下你
Then I’ll be over you

我不说我祝福我不祝你幸福
I’m not going to say I wish for your happiness, because I am not wishing for it
我不想去证明我们是个错误
I don’t want to be the one to prove that we are a mistake

放得下就不孤独
I won’t be lonely when I let go of this
站得远些就清楚
I’ll see it clearer when I keep my distance
我不祝福
I am not wishing you happiness

那天气阴阴晴晴
The weather transforms constantly
没有适合长驻的稳定
It is devoid of stability that invites me to stay

这城巿来来去去
People come and go around here
我已学会触景不伤情
I’d learnt not to read too deeply into the familiar scenery

偶尔我就软了心松了彼此的距离
Occasionally my heart softens, and I forget to keep a distance
寂寞总提醒我必须先照顾我自己
But loneliness is always around to remind me that I have to learn to put myself first

轻轻聊天或写信不用太多的关心
The causal chat or letter doesn’t require too much thoughts
没有什么意义
What’s the meaning in that?

我不说我祝福我不祝你幸福
I’m not going to say I wish for your happiness, because I am not wishing for it
我要我们明白不够爱就放开
I want both of us to understand that we should release each other should we not love each other

不幻想就没感触
Without fantasizing for nothing, there will not be all these emotions
不期待就不在乎
Without anticipations there will be not expectations
我不祝福
I am not wishing you happiness

总有一天我能控制想念
One day I will be able to control my mind
能上线留言能简单面对
I will be able to leave you messages and learn to face things simply

矛盾之间我始终了解
Amidst the conflicts I begin to understand
时间不能解决一切
Time doesn’t heal everything
我不说我祝福我不祝你幸福
I’m not going to say I wish for your happiness, because I am not wishing for it
我不想去证明我们是个错误
I don’t want to be the one to prove that we are a mistake

我不说我祝福我不祝你幸福
I’m not going to say I wish for your happiness, because I am not wishing for it
我不想去证明我们是个错误
I don’t want to be the one to prove that we are a mistake

放得下就不孤独
I won’t be lonely when I let go of this
站得远些就清楚
I’ll see it clearer when I keep my distance
我不祝福
I am not wishing you happiness